First Day of the First Grade

We are well into the first full week of school and I am finding it hard to believe that my sweet, little girl is in first grade.  Like all parents, I continue to find myself saying, "where has the time gone."  One week ago today, we put her on the bus to a school where we really knew no one.  Talk about an overwhelming feeling to an already overwhelming day.  I felt a little more at ease knowing that my brother-in-law, Trent, was driving her.  What a wonderful surprise and blessing!  Trent will fill in as needed for the the schools and I sure was glad that the original bus drivers decided that they "just didn't want to drive this year."  Emily was totally surprised too and I hope made her transition a little bit easier.

I am constantly amazed by my daughter.  She is smart and so wise, too wise for a 6 year old.  We have always said that she is an old soul.  Her beauty, well, it is pretty overwhelming.  Her heart is pure gold and the kindness and generosity that she shows towards others, especially her crazy brothers is rather humbling.  I am so very proud of her and I hope that when I grow up I can be as amazing as she is.

I remember the night before school started laying in bed with her and asking her how she felt about going to a new school.  "Mom, I am excited and I can't wait to begin school," she said.  Then there was a long pause.  "But mom, what if the kids laugh at me or what if no one wants to play with me as recess?"  Like any mom, my heart sunk.  I have been having those same thoughts too, because I know how kids can be.  I want to shield my children from all the hurt that is out there but that is not reality or the real world.  I could keep them in a little bubble but then that is not life.  Life is beautiful and amazing but is also ugly, mean and painful.  I thought, I thought really hard about what I was going to say, "Well, some kids may laugh at you but because you are funny, not to make fun.  And some kids might not be as nice on the first day because they are scared and nervous just like you.  And if some kids are mean, remember that they just don't know any better.  You're sorry they are like that and move on.  Remember, we love you, God loves you and you are one amazing, awesome first grader who EVERYONE will want to meet."  My answer was a little long winded so I got the usual "ok mom, I need to get to bed because I have big day tomorrow."  Love my big girl!

The first day went well and the first week, very exciting and fun for this little city girl.  As each day passes, both big and little CITY GIRL gain more confidence and comfort in this quaint, beautiful town.